sometimes it just helps to know it ain't personal, it isn't directed AT you, it just is. And when you have something as overwhelming as what you have, sometimes you just have to work around it instead of fighting it.

and truly, if you havent tried Yahoo (and I am not a fan of it for the most part) Mail, it might be worth a look. In two years of using it I have yet to find a good email tucked in their bulk folder, and only very rarely does even one bit of spam ever make it to my regular email account there.