One of the spammer's tools is to use your address in the return to field.
Not to duplicate the web about this but your machine may be fine.
Bob
Some mail is returned as the send to address was incorrect. This is the way I know unauthorized messages is being sent.
Have run various antivirus programs without finding anything. Computer works fine, no sign of a slowdown.

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