understanding what has been going on with me just today after a period of great exertion. I awoke from a 4 hour nap/bad dream which explained a great deal. I appreciate your input previously, I believe it may have started the thinking processes that ended in the avalanche.
All of this is good news.
James, please accept my apologies for comments earlier in the day, I didn't get to your post on Greece til later, and found it very straight and quite caring. It was nice to talk about Greece and reminisce about the Parthenon and the Temple of Athena Nike which you will understand after you read my post. I hope your daughter Victoria is as wonderful as my son, then you must feel very gratified and proud.
If anyone here would like to know what a psychological breakthrough is like, it's roughly like going over Niagara falls without the barrel. Both exhilarating and extremely, pummellingly painful, but much that has been obscure is now clear. My advice is, if you need to do it, do it, but if you don't, don't, much too much like being beaten up by tons of water without relief, at least for about half an hour.
I may be taking a break for a while to sort things out and get a handle on my life. All my best to everyone at SE, and best wishes Toni.
Josh, Mark, JP. Thank you most profoundly.